To my lil sis

To my lil sis:

I know that you are in bad shape but after today, bad shape is not the right word to describe it anymore. You sure are in a very serious state. And all you do is to make it worse by drinking and smoking.

You must be in great pain just now, yet you still persist to be stubborn and keep telling everyone that you are fine. I know you are not but what can I say when you insist that you are?

It scares me to see you coming out of the toilet cubicle and kneeling down in pain. I wanted to bring you to see a doctor yet you keep saying no. You said you went to do a scan and you already know the result, what it is then?

You know that we all care about you. There is a lot of people that care about you. Your friends, parents, teachers, friends that you know in CO and many more. Please don't break everyone's heart by doing more harm to yourself. I am not sure how bad it is but there must be a way to get well, if you would only put your mind to it.

You make me upset by saying this just now "Don't shed a tear when you come to my funeral". Now listen, I dun want to attend your funeral for another 50 or more years to come. So don't give me these kinda crap and do something to help yourself.

OMG!!! Soc ring!!

OMG OMG!! I made a socket ring in CO just now!!

I came back from plvling with some mets in my inventory and my warehouse is full. So I thought, what the heck, just buy a ring and spam mets on it. Who knows that the very first met I used on it I got a socket. I was stunned and it took me a while to realise that I made a socket ring :P



PsySlut lost her socket coat today ... she left her character in AZ for too long and lost dura. Her super +3 soc boots is almost gone too at 0/40 dura >.<

Yi du gong du?

Took a day MC yesterday and went to try DIS City Quest. I finally get to the 3rd level and get a lucky amulet for my effort. After that is sleep and more sleeping session :P

Went back to work today and still feel goggy. Thought of going home in the afternoon but the work is just too much >.<

When I got home, mom says she's going to cook vegetarian mutton curry. I look at her and wonder, is she trying to kill me or she thought that "Yi Du Gong Du" is going to work? I'm still having a bad throat and she wanted to cook curry. Anyway, I just tell her to cook anything that she wanted. So dinner was vegetarian mutton curry and Otah >.< Both spicy stuff which might make my throat worse ... let's pray that it wun worsen it ....

Oh, 2 more things that are worth mentioning ... This morning my mom drop the new lock that I bought and broke the tiles on the stairs =.= so when I got home she grumble and complain that I bought such a heavy lock that doesn't come with chain =.= The other is that JX came back to the server to pay us a visit. He said that if I make him a water rb he will come back and play so I said I'll probably give him DarkCloud when I RB him. But that should take ages :P

Sick >.<

Woke up in the morning and dun feel well. But I still go to work cos missing work for a day here is gonna mean tons of work the next day .. More over I dun feel that sick yet. As the day progress, I start to feel worse till I have to see a doctor when I knock off. Hopefully with the medication I can recover well enough to go back to work tomorrow ...

Another bad day

What started off as a normal day just have to turn bad at night. I was talking to zaid and clearing my emails when I came across an email about a horrible case involving muslims. Told him about it and he got all defensive hinting that I am anti muslim!! For crying out loud, I am just sharing some events with him and he have to get so work up!! It make me really upset, I really hate it when people misunderstood me :`(